The Year Begins

Well it is 4:50 a.m. universe and I know you are waiting to hear from me so considering the night was sleepless I just thought I would extend to you some thoughts about the year that is upon all of us. This year, not unlike many past, I sat in reflection of the choices to be made in the future. Not so much time dwelling in the past, but a conscious effort to indulge myself in thoughts of prosperity and future ambitions as well as a intensive effort to begin the process of growing emotionally.

I am committed to growing patience, kindness, generosity, forgiveness, boldness in an effort to be as magnificent a human being as I possibly can be. I will stay completely out of judgment of others for as the quote a wonderful friend gave me states, “judge not, lest ye be judged”. This phrase has rung so loudly and strong for me this year. Although I have not been in judgment often I see it all around me and find a need to focus on that energy.
The people that I have come into my life this year have been the greatest blessing of all. In a million ways, they have moved me, helped me to grow, come into my life when there was a void and filled it. To them, all of them, I am so grateful and appreciative. In many ways because of them this may have been one of the greatest years of my entire life. The magnitude of their powerful energy and thoughts has been overwhelming and truly helped me not only to cope but to grow in the process, while feeling showered in love and kindness. So, I never expected this to take place but it has and my heart is open and full.

So, the year begins and before I close my eyes I wanted to say thank you to the universe for giving me so much. Thank you for allowing me to be blessed with the graciousness of my loving mother for another year. Thank you for allowing me to sustain myself and her in my home, with heat, food and water. Thank you for all the times that I was driving carelessly talking, not paying attention and somehow you were there for me to keep the wheel straight and guide me. Thank you for the most beautiful cat which stays by my side constantly, even now as I write this so early in the morning, with no sleep. Thank you for all the goodness that has come to me online through so many unbelievably patient, strong, caring and kind people that I have come to know. Thank you for allowing me to persevere in times that there was doubt. Thank you for everything that I have. Thank you for blessing me with good health this past year, and taking such good care of my mother. Thank you for your patience with me as I do my best to become enlightened to the beauty that is mine and surrounds me. Thank you universal power for allowing me another beautiful year on this planet.